I HATE my boobs..

Like seriously HATE them...

I got Parker use to a bottle and whole milk so now I can quit breastfeeding.
I am SO ready for my boobs to be my own again!!!
So sick of leaky boobs as well lol
Well I am now about 35 hours without feeding
I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN
lol
I am almost willing to have them chopped off haha
I went online and was reading tips for stopping breastfeeding
Everything was about slowly stopping and yeah I am done NOW
lol so I am going to suffer through a couple horrible days
The hardest part is going to be sleeping :(
I sleep on my stomach/side and I am being forced to lay on my back now
I have been taking tylenol and using ice packs for the swelling but yeah..
It still looks like I have DD fake boobs! lol

Hopefully tomorrow I will be in less pain.
:/

On a happier note I still LOVE my hair! :)

The New Me

I got my hair cut and I LOVE IT!! :)

This haircut has given me a badass attitude!! I feel sexy and confident :) I love it!

Random Info

Holy crap I am tired!!
Spent the last two days with a very sick 2 year old. Not fun.
His fever finally broke today thank goodness.
I have decided to reach out and see if Evan needs a speech therapist.
He jabbers alot and can say about a handful of words but I'm just concerned he needs a little extra help.
I have tried helping him learn words but we both end up frustrated and get no where.
I went through a "I'm a horrible mother, I can't teach my kid to talk" stage but then realized maybe he just needs a little help and thats not a bad thing. If this is what he needs then thats fine :)
So tomorrow at 10AM a Parents as Teachers lady is coming over and going to enteract with Evan and see if he is doing fine for his age or if he needs extra help.

In other news! I AM SO EXCITED FOR FRIDAY...
I am so ready to chop the hair off!
EEEEEE!!!!
lol

Okay I'm officially out of things to say

peace.. lol

New Changes

I have been an epic failure with my blog and I am sorry!
I will try and make up for it! ;)
Cody is working a late shift so it is just the boogers and I.
Which is apparently why they are so damn grumpy! Maybe they are getting sick? They don't ever whine this much lol
anyway it is a cold rainy night and it is now FOUR DAYS until I do something incredibly epic and terrifying lol
I will be turning this....

Into this!!! AHHH!

(Just the cut not the color)

I am SO excited and scared at the same time!! lol

I think it will be great for me because I have always been very much a tomboy

More than that I have always had very low self esteem.

My sister is the fashion diva and wears the cutest crap lol

I never had the confidence to try and pull it off.

Well this hair cut is going to force me to wear cute girly clothes and accessories!

I am very excited and ready for this change! I hope it looks as pimp as I think it will lol

I will post pictures after I get it done! :)

In other news I am shocked my baby boy will be turning 1 next month!! This year has just flown by!!

He is "crawling" (more of an army crawl lol) everywhere!

He loves his walker and zips around the house :)

Evan loves that his brother is mobile, he pushes him in the walker and brings him

lots of toys to play with. They are best friends.

Well that is about everything I can think of at the moment.

I will try my best to keep up with my blog this time!